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I was born in 1955 in Chicago. My family moved to California when I was six.
My father was an architect. My mother was a homemaker and later a teacher. I
had three younger sisters. We moved into a new house in the hilly part of
Beverly Hills. I went to Hawthorne Elementary School and later Beverly Hills
High School. We attended Wilshire Boulevard Temple, which was the leading
Reform synagogue in L.A. at the time. Later we switched to Temple Emanuel in
Beverly Hills. I attended Hebrew School and Bar Mitzvah training there. I had
my Bar Mitzvah there. The Torah portion, on which I gave a short homily, was
the account in Genesis where Esau sold his birthright to Jacob for a bowl of
stew.
After my Bar Mitzvah, my parents sent me to Israel with the Ulpan program
sponsored by the Jewish Community Center. I spent the summer at a Moshav --
Meyer Shfeyah -- near Haifa. During the week we worked on the Moshav and
studied Hebrew. On the weekends we toured. One weekend I spent with relatives
living in a Kibbutz near Jerusalem. I learned recently that their son, who
was a young child when I was in Israel, was killed while serving in the
Israeli military. One day during that summer, I prayed to God on a hillside
from the Sidur (prayer book). I view that as perhaps my first attempt to
reach out for some sort of personal relationship with God.
During my senior year of High School I became more interested in spiritual
things. I wanted to know the Truth or Ultimate Reality. I dabbled in the
teachings of eastern/Hindu gurus and adopted some of their views. During my
first year in college at U.C. Santa Cruz, I became even more serious about
finding God (though I did not think of God as a person). I meditated and
became a vegetarian, thinking that somehow these practices might bring me
closer to God. But I was frustrated in my efforts. The harder I tried, the
more I realized that I did not know the truth, and that I was less holy (
sinful in fact) than I thought I needed to be to find that truth.
Finally, in frustration, I prayed to God. I was sitting on the floor of my
dormitory room at College V at U.C.S.C. I told God that I did not know the
truth and that I did not know what I had done wrong. I asked him to reveal
his truth to me.
A short time later I found myself reading the New Testament in the Catholic (
New English) Bible that was an assigned text in a comparative religions class
I was taking. While reading the accounts of the life of Jesus in the gospels,
I sensed God's presence. This occurred each time I read the New Testament. I
began to view Jesus as more than a great religious teacher, but as the Savior.
Later that year, I met some other followers of Messiah, who helped me
understand the gospel more clearly. John Weldon was a Christian author who
picked me up hitch-hiking and took me to a bookstore where I was able to buy
a bible that showed, by way of cross-references between the Old and New
Testaments, that Jesus/Yeshua had fulfilled the predictions of Moses and the
Prophets concerning the Messiah. John helped me to understand that Yeshua had
died on the cross to pay for my sins and that he had risen from the dead. My
own study of the predictions concerning the Messiah and their fulfillment in
the live of Yeshua led me to a firm conviction that He is the Messiah of
Israel, the Savior of the world.
Since then, I have continued to study the Bible and follow the Messiah. I
married Miriam, a Jewish woman who had come to Yeshua as I had. We now have
four children, each of whom has come to believe in Yeshua as Messiah. We
continue to affirm our identity as Jews -- physical descendants of Abraham
through Isaac and Jacob, by, among other things, observing the Passover in
our home.
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